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Flatten the Curve. #50. PART 1. Jeffery Epstein & Espionage. Peter Thiel & Carbyne. Isreali Surveillance Tech & UAE. China Uyghurs Dentions & Erik Prince. Human Rights Watch; Similar Tech in China & Carbyne. Carbyne in the USA 911 SYSTEM. Michael Chertoff: Wrote Patriot Act + Carbyne Director.

2020.08.22 19:36 biggreekgeek Flatten the Curve. #50. PART 1. Jeffery Epstein & Espionage. Peter Thiel & Carbyne. Isreali Surveillance Tech & UAE. China Uyghurs Dentions & Erik Prince. Human Rights Watch; Similar Tech in China & Carbyne. Carbyne in the USA 911 SYSTEM. Michael Chertoff: Wrote Patriot Act + Carbyne Director.

Read Flatten the Curve Part 49. Link Here
Headlines. A line designed to get into your head. And it works, judging by the amount of circulation of conspiracy posts that help move those headlines that masquerade as revealing connections, but are merely propoganda headline clones being disseminated.
So lets get ahead of the lines before the lines get into your head.
Humans have two primary modes of communication; verbal and nonverbal. Nonverbal is body language. Body language on it's own can give you insight. Pairing verbal and nonverbal gives you the whole picture. Headlines are verbal. The content is nonverbal. That's how you get a glimpse of the bigger picture. But we can't look at each article as a completed part of the communicative process. That would be like only watching hand gestures while having a conversation with someone. The article isn't the subject, the event is the subject, and if the subject was person, then we have to find as many articles as we can to profile the body language and interpret the nonverbal communication.
Let me show you what I mean.
Offender Conspiracy Article Profilingcriminal article profiling, is an investigative strategy used by law enforcement agencies conspiracy theorists to identify likely suspects hidden motives and has been used by investigators conspiracy theorists to link cases subjects that may have been committed by the same perpetrator. Multiple crimes may be linked to a specific offender event and the profile may be used to predict the identified offender's conspiracy's future actions real intent. Criminal Profiling Here
And then.
Nonverbal communication (NVC) Multiple Article Profiling (MAP) • is the transmission of messages or signals through a nonverbal platform multiple article content searches (MACS) such as eye contact, facial expressions, gestures, posture, and the distance between two individuals, article source, differing information, dates, pov, and the connections between the sources. It includes the use of visual cues such as body language (content), distance (dates) and organizations/politicians, corporations, law enforcement, environmental issues, economics, and technology/AI. Original NVC Content Here
I have no doubt that the actors who have advanced copies of the script are using data algorithm aggregation that compiles the different content sources into a complete picture for them. We plebs aren't so lucky, we have to peruse and parse multiple sources to connect the dots. In essence, we are the plebs living in a technofuedal era before the invention of the modern Gutenberg technopress for the masses.
So let's throw on some work boots, grab a shovel, and start digging.
The Hacks and Muckrakers.
May 18, 2018: Vanity Fair • “We just got back from the Middle East,” he told a room full of Israelis, upon arriving in Jerusalem from Saudi Arabia last May. Source Here
May 22 2017: Slate • The President Just Told a Room of Israelis That He “Just Got Back From the Middle East” Source Here
Trump. The man's Presidency has come at a time where it's all starting to fall apart. And I can't help but think of Trump as Julius Caesar part two. A populist leader who threatened the establishment and upended the republic, paving the way for Augustus Caesar and the soft introduction of Roman empire, as it let the pretenses of being a Republic fade away. If you aren't familiar with that time of history, I would highly recommend doing so. There is more to my comparison that I'm not elaborating on, except to say, if you dig you will find someone else who loves Roman history, looks like a clone of Augustus, and we watched as he made rounds while articles suggested that he had aspirations of becoming President. Do I think that it'll happen soon? Probably not. History doesn't repeat itself, but it rhymes. And we're only at the start of the Hollow Men by T S *Eliot *.
December 14, 2016: Techcrunch • President-elect Donald Trump met with some of the most prominent executives from the tech industry today at Trump Tower, with investor Peter Thiel and Vice President-elect Mike Pence at his side. Trump opened the meeting with CEOs from Google, Microsoft, Apple, Amazon and others by thanking Thiel for his support. “I want to add that I am here to help you folks do well. And you’re doing well right now and I’m very honored by the bounce. They’re all talking about the bounce. So right now everybody in this room has to like me, at least a little bit,” Trump said, perhaps in reference to the fact that he received little support from Silicon Valley during his campaign. “We’re going to try to have that bounce continue. Perhaps even more importantly, we want you to keep going with the incredible innovation. There’s nobody like you in the world. There’s nobody like the people in this room and anything we can do to help this go along, we’re going to be there for you. You’ll call my people, you’ll call me, it doesn’t make any difference. We have no formal chain of command around here,” Trump said.
Interesting, wouldn't you say? No formal chain of command around here. They thanked Peter Thiel for his support. Ok. Maybe nothing, maybe something. Ok. It's something.
August, 2018 Articles: • Trump claims Google is suppressing positive news about him. • Trump: Facebook, Twitter, Google 'have to be careful'.
Stop the presses, because were getting squeezed and pasteurized. The tech leaders meet with Trump. They thank Thiel, suggesting that he organized the assembly. And then Trump starts bashing the Technocrats that he's meeting with? Nothing but Bread and Circus. Plain and simple.
June 27, 2017: Tech Transparency Project • No other company in America was as intimately tied to the Obama Administration and the Democratic Party during Barack Obama’s eight years in office than Google. Today the company is doing everything it can to restore the same cozy White House access it enjoyed under President Obama. Eric Schmidt has attended at least two meetings with Trump and attended a third White House meeting with tech leaders last Monday. At the same time, The Groundwork – a secretive Schmidt-funded startup that ran the Clinton campaign’s data operation – recently relaunched itself as a technology platform for liberal organizations working to fight the Trump Administration’s agenda. By all appearances, Google appears to be working overtime to both ingratiate itself with the Trump Administration while simultaneously cashing in on the “resistance” to Trump’s agenda. Source Here
By all appearances? He's working both sides? Trying to cash in? Really? Seriously? Let's break that down.
** 2020 • Eric Schmidt/Net worth: 15.3 billion USD. Call me crazy, but I don’t think a guy with 15 billion dollars is worried about "cashing in**". As I've stated numerous times, this is no longer about money, it's about control. That's imperative to understand. You don't worry about the money hidden under the mattress when you have a locked vault full of cash. Money is only an incentive for those who either don't have it or need more of it. Neither of those categories apply to Eric Schmidt.
So lets examine how badly the Tech guys and Trump aren't getting along, shall we?
March 2, 2016: Defense News • Google Executive Schmidt To Head New DoD Advisory Board. Source Here
Ah. He's working for the Pentagon to make it better. And this happens almost a full year before meeting with Trump. This doesn't look like someone playing both sides, this looks like a team player in a game that only has one team. This is political wrestling that would make Vince McMahon envious. If you want to dive deeper into how Eric Schmidt funded the non profit that started fake news, here's a previous Flatten the Curve post. Part #19
Attendees included Eric Schmidt and Larry Page of Google, Tim Cook of Apple, Satya Nadella and Brad Smith of Microsoft, Jeff Bezos of Amazon (who expressed his excitement that Trump’s administration could be “the innovations administration“), Safra Catz of Oracle, Chuck Robbins of Cisco and Sheryl Sandberg of Facebook. Thiel’s business partner, Palantir CEO Alex Karp, attended as well.
Those are big names and big companies. But they all hate Trump, right?
Thiel has been instrumental in shaping Trump’s approach to technology, helping assemble a list of candidates for technical roles in the upcoming administration and reportedly bringing David Sacks and other long-time associates to the transition team. During his speech at the Republican National Convention, Thiel talked about spreading the prosperity of Silicon Valley to other regions across the country and cited space travel as one of America’s great technological achievements. “Instead of going to Mars, we have invaded the Middle East,” Thiel said.
I should point out that Thiel and Musk started PayPal together.
November 24, 2019: Business Insider • What do the founders of YouTube, Yelp, Tesla, and LinkedIn have in common? Apart from leading massively disruptive technology companies, their founders all share a common resume line item: employment at PayPal. Known for their entrepreneurial mindset and anti-establishment attitude, this elite group is known as the "PayPal Mafia," and they all put in time during the payment platform's early days some 20 years ago. Source Here
Oh. And Pete's instrumental to creating Facebook. Thiel became Facebook's first outside investor when he acquired a 10.2% stake for $500,000 in August 2004. He sold the majority of his shares in Facebook for over $1 billion in 2012, but remains on the board of directors. And he funded Hulk Hogan's lawsuit to take down Gawker. Told ya, it's just political wrestling to entertain us.
However, one of the biggest proponents of travel to Mars, Elon Musk, has also been one of Trump’s most outspoken critics. Musk donated to Hillary Clinton’s presidential campaign and frequently denounced Trump, saying that the former reality television star “doesn’t seem to have the sort of character that reflects well on the United States.” But since the election, Musk appears to have warmed up to Trump. He was a late addition to the invite list for today’s meeting. The transition team also announced this morning that Musk will join Trump’s strategic and policy forum, a group of business leaders that will serve as an advisory committee to the president-elect. Source Here
Musk and Trump, a marriage made in heaven. It's destiny, I tell you, destiny. Or an act (don't worry Elon, I haven't forgotten about you) designed to make us believe that somebody up there is fighting for us down here.
Yet the inclusion of the quote about Mars and War in the Middle East stands out, wouldn't you agree? And we have environmental collapse triggers happening. Riots happening. Why those riots are also happening in Beruit, aren't they? And Isreal and Saudi Arabia don't get along with Lebanon, or the Hezbollah. And President Trump went from Suadi Arabia to Isreal, didn’t he? And wasn't there an explosion there recently? Must all be a coincidence. Let's get back to Pete the magical Thiel and see what else Hulk Hogan's buddy is mixed up in.
He co-founded Valar Ventures in 2010, co-founded Mithril Capital, serving as investment committee chair, in 2012, and served as a partner at Y Combinator from 2015 to 2017. Through the Thiel Foundation, Thiel governs the grant-making bodies Breakout Labs and Thiel Fellowship, and funds nonprofit research into artificial intelligence, life extension and seasteading. A co-founder of The Stanford Review, he is a conservative libertarian who is critical of high government spending, high debt levels, and foreign wars. He has donated to numerous political figures. At the 2009 Singularity Summit, he said his greatest concern is the technological singularity not arriving soon enough. Source Here
Singularity. Not. Arriving. Soon. Enough. Call me paranoid and pass the tin foil hat, but what Matrix code is needed to decipher his words intent? Not soon enough for what? Better Netflix selection? The Alien invasion? Godzilla awakening because of Fukushima? Are the Decepticons already here? Or have they been downplaying the ELE that's approaching? I'll take ELE for a thousand, Alex.
So he's into AI (he backed Deepmind and OpenAI) and life extension. He went to Stanford. He's also going to have his body cryonically preserved. And his Palantir surveillance is, well, nottofreakyououtoranything, everywhere. Palantir's first backer was the Central Intelligence Agency's venture capital arm In-Q-Tel. Then Palantir became Big Brother. Literally. The Palantir clients include the CIA, DHS, NSA, FBI, CDC, the Marine Corps, the Air Force, Special Operations Command, West Point, the Joint Improvised-Threat Defeat Organization and Allies, the Recovery Accountability and Transparency Board and the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children. And Palantir is also being used by Banks, Hedge Funds, Financial Services, and other corporate clients.
Big Brother wants to be Palantir went it grows up.
Now, are you wondering why I started with Trump, Saudi Arabia and Isreal? Are you curious about how it goes from ex CEO of Google Eric Schmidt "playing" both sides of the fence to Palantir and Peter Thiel? Just sit right back and hold tight, cause I'm about to take you on a one way trip to a Brave New Normal World that's called 1984.
Warning. What you're about to read will make you forever question every officially sanctioned narrative. Trust me. Still game? Are you sure? Last chance. You're about to leave neverneverland and you can't go back. Alright. Let's go.
It's All Hidden In Plain Sight.
Let's talk about Epstein. Yep. Him. I've been strangely quiet about Jeffery haven't I? Nothing written about the Captain Pedo and his Amazing friends didn't mean there was nothing there, it just meant that I didn't find anything that indicated something deeper than a pedophile blackmail ring. And sex and political blackmail is as old as time itself. There's a reason they say the world's two oldest professions are prostitutes and politicians. Yet it turns out the professional pimp and the abducted teens may be playing a bigger role than we thought.
July 31, 2019: NY TIMES • Mr. Epstein’s vision reflected his longstanding fascination with what has become known as transhumanism: the science of improving the human population through technologies like genetic engineering and artificial intelligence. Critics have likened transhumanism to a modern-day version of eugenics, the discredited field of improving the human race through controlled breeding. Mr. Epstein’s ranch in New Mexico, which he confided to scientists and others he hoped to use as the site for seeding the human race with his DNA.
Welcome to the Island of Dr. Moreau. We're it's the monsters trying to make humans. Do you still think this was all about blackmail, cause it wasn't. Stop thinking in normal terms, because normal is dead, long live the New Normal.
At one session at Harvard, Mr. Epstein criticized efforts to reduce starvation and provide health care to the poor because doing so increased the risk of overpopulation, said Mr. Pinker, who was there. Mr. Pinker said he had rebutted the argument, citing research showing that high rates of infant mortality simply caused people to have more children.
Epstein criticized efforts to reduce starvation and provide health care. Hmmmm. My memory is foggy, but isn't there someone in Africa trying to provide health care and reduce starvation? Who could that be? Wasn't he into computers and had pictures taken on Epstein’s private jet? Wasn't it Bill Gates? Now why would Billy be hanging around someone who would vocally espouse an ideology that is completely antithetical to his stated humanitarian goals?
Also at the Indian Summer dinner, according to an account on the website of Mr. Brockman’s Edge Foundation, were the Google founders Sergey Brin and Larry Page and Jeff Bezos, who was accompanied by his mother.
Then there was Mr. Epstein’s interest in eugenics. Once, at a dinner at Mr. Epstein’s mansion on Manhattan’s Upper East Side, Mr. Lanier said he talked to a scientist who told him that Mr. Epstein’s goal was to have 20 women at a time impregnated at his 33,000-square-foot Zorro Ranch in a tiny town outside Santa Fe. Mr. Mr. Lanier, said he had the impression that Mr. Epstein was using the dinner parties to screen candidates to bear Mr. Epstein’s children. Mr. Epstein did not hide his interest in tinkering with genes — and in perpetuating his own DNA. Interviews with more than a dozen of his acquaintances, as well as public documents, show that he used the same tactics to insinuate himself into an elite scientific community, thus allowing him to pursue his interests in eugenics and other fringe fields like cryonics. One adherent of transhumanism said that he and Mr. Epstein discussed the financier’s interest in cryonics, an unproven science in which people’s bodies are frozen to be brought back to life in the future. Mr. Epstein told this person that he wanted his head and penis to be frozen.
More Epstein and Eugenics. Source Here
Now call me crazy, but there's some strangeness happening. Cryonics, don't die, just Let It Go and get Frozen. First Peter Thiel, now Epstein. Let's hope the AI Singularity arrives in time, right?
Now I wouldn't have even bothered with their shared interest of joining the Walt Disney Cryonics Club, if there wasn't more in play, and there's more in play.
August 9, 2019: TRT World • The billionaire shared the same personal network that included Israeli Prime Minister Benjamin Netanyahu, former Israeli prime minister Ehud Barak, infamous Blackwater founder Erik Prince, Saudi Crown Prince Mohammed bin Salman, UAE Crown Prince Mohamed bin Zayed, Donald Trump and Bill Clinton.
According to investigative journalist Vicky Ward, quoting a meeting with Trump’s transition team, Acosta told a White House official: “I was told Epstein ‘belonged to intelligence’ and to leave it alone.”
That's a bit of an exclusive club, kinda like being in the Mouseketeer CIA club. But, hey, nothing to see here, is there? But just in case, let's look into the company that Epstein worked with, Carbyne.
This single company, Carbyne, brought together a who’s who of power brokers and intelligence figures from multiple regions including Russia, China and the Trump administration itself, with Epstein at its heart. Officially, Carbyne provided high-tech solutions for emergency centres. In reality, it existed in a grey area giving it unprecedented access to private information, with significant potential for privacy abuse. Carbyne provides a service for police emergency centres, providing complete access to the caller’s camera and GPS, providing the dispatcher with a live video feed.
Ok. So Epstein and Thiel both are into AI, Surveillance, and Cryonics. President Trump was in Isreal and Saudi Arabia in May 2017. And who ended up in Isreal just afterwards?
PayPal Founder in Israel: Too Much Copying and Not Enough Innovation in High-tech
June 15, 2017: Haaretz • Billionaire Peter Thiel visits Israel – and gives out tips on how to build a successful startup. Source Here
Hey, one month after Trump visited the Middle East, Peter Thiel decides to take middle eastern vacation to give out business tips. And then Thiel must've reciprocated and invited the Fresh Prince of Saudi Arabia to get the all inclusive Palantir surveillance pitch. Smile for the camera everyone, cause the world's a stage and we're filming a world wide Truman Show.
April 7, 2018: Gulf News • Google, Thiel feature in Saudi Prince’s Silicon Valley tour. The Saudi delegation visited several Silicon Valley corporate campuses, including Apple Inc. and Facebook Inc. In addition to Facebook, where Thiel sits on the board, the Saudi delegation visited data-analysis start-up Palantir Technologies Inc and a trio of investment firms created by Thiel: Clarium Capital, Valar Ventures and Founders Fund. Thiel is chairman and co-founder of Palantir. Source Here
March 17, 2020: Forbes • These responders are now using a tool built in part by former members of Israel’s military intelligence—Elichai being one—that’s backed by Peter Thiel’s Founders Fund, former Israeli Prime Minister Ehud Barak, who is now the company’s chairman, and a small, passive investment from deceased multimillionaire pedophile Jeffrey Epstein. SourceHere
Ok look. I get it. Rich people make investments, those investments are bound to end up in the same company. But these companies aren't exactly run of the mill home security systems, are they? Nope. This is the kind of surveillance systems that the KGB or the Stasi could only dream of. And when you wish upon a star dreams come true. And Peter Thiel must be wishing upon a star.
Ok. Strap in, buckle up, and try to keep up, or you're gonna get left in the dust. Cause it's boom or bust from here on out, and we're gonna add it up like the count.
So Elichai owns Carbyne. Peter Thiel invested in Carbyne. And Carbyne is in the USA linked to the 911 system, and it's being used to fight the pandemic.
Forbes (Link Above) • Its founder thinks Carbyne’s tech could make the lives of 911 dispatch and healthcare professionals much less chaotic in the Covid-19 crisis. Carbyne relies on callers submitting themselves to self-surveillance via their own mobile phone. Once a caller uses their Android or iPhone to call 911 (85% of emergency calls now come from mobile devices), they receive a text message that asks for permission to get their precise location and access video from their smartphone camera.
Step right up and give your permission to be saved. Big Brother is looking out for you.
So Elichai used to work for the 8200. Cool name, right. I'm not sure about you, but that sounds pretty dystopian. And I've gotta say, that all of Technocrats that are promising us an AI utopia, sure seem to be getting ahead of the curve by building doomsday bunkers for a dystopia. And here we sit wasting our time Doomscrolling.
So what else has sprung up from the 8200? Have you ever heard about the NSO Group?
November 1, 2019 - WhatsApp identified an Israeli company, NSO Group, as having developed the spyware called Pegasus, which it held responsible for the breach. This disclosure was part of a lawsuit WhatsApp has filed against the NSO Group in a US federal court, saying the company was actively involved in hacking users of the encrypted chat service. As per the WhatsApp complaint the “target users included attorneys, journalists, human rights activists, political dissidents, diplomats, and other senior foreign government officials.” NSO’s spyware Pegasus has been reportedly used to target journalists in Mexico investigating drug cartels, rights group Amnesty International, human rights activists in UAE, activists in Bahrain and Saudi Arabia. According to Israeli news reports, Saudi Arabia paid $55 million for its use. The contract was later frozen over the scandal alleging NSO software's role in Saudi Arabia tracking slain journalist Jamal Khashoggi in the months before he was murdered in the Saudi Embassy in Turkey. In India, 17 people, who are known to be targeted include activists and human rights lawyers. Source Here
Whoops. Do you remember Jamal Khashoggi? He was trying to expose Human Rights abuses against Saudi Arabia. And then Suadi Arabia decided to murder him, and confirm that they were abusing human rights. Jamal paid the ultimate price to prove his point. But who is selling the hacking tools? At this point they all seem to be springing up from members of the 8200, and the companies they started.
TRT - Link Previously Provided • DarkMatter, a UAE surveillance and intelligence group employing former NSA operatives was built on the back of a larger initiative to modernise Emirati intelligence and military operations. The group took part in at the Arab Future Cities Conference in November 2015, where it presented a vision of smarter, tech-driven cities, which caught the eye of Chinese officials. Smarter cities meant Big Brother-esque widespread surveillance installed throughout the UAE. Only two years later in April 25 2017, DarkMatter signed a Global Strategic Memorandum of Understanding with Huawei, a leading Chinese company, for the same ‘Big Data’ systems and ‘Smart City’ solutions. The middle man? None other than Erik Prince, who had gone from working for the Emiratis, to working for a Chinese billionaire. In suspect timing, the Memorandum of Understanding also took place right before China scaled up its total surveillance and crackdown on Uighurs in Xinjiang, China.
February 2, 2019: Reuters • Xinjiang is a major part of China's Belt and Road infrastructure network but the region has faced attacks blamed on members of the Muslim ethnic Uighur minority. Beijing has responded with a security clampdown condemned by rights groups and Western governments. Frontier Services Group (FSG), a Hong Kong-listed company founded by Prince, said in a Chinese-language statement posted on its website on Jan. 22 that it had signed a deal to build a training centre in southern Xinjiang. Prince is deputy chairman, a minority shareholder and a board member of FSG, a security, logistics and insurance provider. Source Here

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Chinese authorities are using a 911 mobile app to carry out illegal mass surveillance and arbitrary detention of Muslims in China’s western Xinjiang region. Source Here
Makes you wonder, doesn't it? Aren't we condemning China for the camps, and yet the West is helping to build those camps? Must be a big mistake. We didn’t know what was happening. And Erik Prince swears he didn't know. Honestly. He's not lying. Cross my heart and hope to die. Pinky swear.
8200 leads to NSO and Carbyne. DarkMatter is in the UAE with NSA employees. The NSO hack was used to capture Khashoggi. Peter Thiel invested in Facebook, Facebook owns WhatsApp. Peter Thiel invested in Carbyne. Eric Prince works for and founded FSG, which built the Muslim reduction school. China is using similar tech to target Muslims and send them back to school. Carbyne 911 surveillance tech accesses your phone camera after you click on the link to give permission. So. Peter Thiel funds Carbyne. Eric Prince is working for the UAE developing security and the UAE ends up with Dark Matter, and then his company (FSG) is sold to China, and they build re-education centers, which uses technology like Carbyne, and that technology is being used in the USA.
Got it? Good. Because I'm seriously having a hard time keeping up with the behind the scene footage of this LARP.
Link Previously Provided • 1,400 people worldwide, including Indian lawyers, rights activists and journalist, were targets of an online spying campaign that used highly sophisticated spyware developed by an Israeli firm via WhatsApp. WhatsApp is at the centre of a global storm over privacy after it was revealed that at least 17 Indians and about 1,400 people worldwide had their phones breached through the social media app. Their privacy was compromised by surveillance technology so invasive that could read and transmit the entire contents of a phone as well as operate its camera.
WhatsApp, Doc, I think I need an appointment because I'm suffering from Mass Psychogenic Illness from too much Doomscrolling.
Do you want to get deeper? I mean really deep? Yes? Ok. Let's jump into the deep.
October 18, 2019: - How a WhatsApp Tax Launched Massive Anti-Government Protests in Lebanon.
What a crazy New Normal World Order we live in. What are the odds that we have a WhatsApp hack tax protest and we also have a WhatsApp hack that uses your phone camera, while also using similar tech in the USA and China. That's inconceivable! That's incredible! Someone call the press and let them know about this! Uhm. Wait. Better not. You might get Khashoggid.
So Eric Prince is involved. Peter Thiel is involved. WhatsApp is owned by Facebook and Mark Zuckerberg owns Facebook, and Peter Thiel helped Facebook grow. And then there was this.
March 28, 2018: Daily Mail • Employee of Peter Thiel's company Palantir helped Cambridge Analytica harvest the data of millions of the Facebook users. Alfredas Chmieliauskas is said to have suggested to Cambridge Analytica that it create a personality quiz smartphone app to get access to networks of Facebook users. The Times report also claims that Sophie Schmidt - the daughter former Google executive Eric Schmidt - had urged Cambridge Analytica to work with Palantir. Source Here
At this point, I think I'm going to need to buy a whole lot of tacks and string and make pciture maps on my walls. If we're all living in a Truman Surveillance Show, might as well play the part of the New Normal crazy conspiracy theorist, right?
January 17, 2017: The Intercept According to New York Times columnist Maureen Dowd, in December Prince attended the annual “Villains and Heroes” costume ball hosted by Mercer. Dowd wrote that Palantir founder Peter Thiel showed her “a picture on his phone of him posing with Erik Prince, who founded the private military company Blackwater, and Mr. Trump — who had no costume — but joke[d] that it was ‘N.S.F.I.’ (Not Safe for the Internet).”
No. Sanity. Fracking. Involved. Is more like it. This insanity can't pass for sanity, can it? And yet they label us crazy when we start to find the big picture, even if we aren't entirely sure what the big picture means.
The Intercpt Continued: In July, Prince told Trump’s senior adviser and white supremacist Steve Bannon, at the time head of Breitbart News, that the Trump administration should recreate a version of the Phoenix Program, the CIA assassination ring that operated during the Vietnam War, to fight ISIS. Such a program, Prince said, could kill or capture “the funders of Islamic terror and that would even be the wealthy radical Islamist billionaires funding it from the Middle East, and any of the other illicit activities they’re in.” Prince also said that Trump would be the best force to confront “Islamic fascism.” “As for the world looking to the United States for leadership, unfortunately, I think they’re going to have to wait till January and hope Mr. Trump is elected because, clearly, our generals don’t have a stomach for a fight,” Prince said. “Our president doesn’t have a stomach for a fight and the terrorists, the fascists, are winning.” Source Here
Sounds good, right? Kill people who kill people and maybe someday we won't have people getting killed. Killer idea! HEWDSHAWT! Grab your BFG and let's go BGH. It's a date!
But then why are these cell phone surveillance hacks companies being constantly linked with their names, and those hacks are being used to target journalists and human rights activists?
It's a small New Normal World Order after all. And it's getting smaller everyday. No worries though, Keep Calm and Carry On, We're All In This Together, and You're Either With Us Or Against Us. It's all good. That kind of thing could never happen here.
July 27, 2019: NARATIV • Michael Chertoff, who ran Homeland Security under George Bush, serves on Carbyne’s advisory board. Chertoff wrote the Patriot Act, which authorized digital surveillance of Americans. Source Here
Uh. Is nobody paying attention? Are the wolves guarding the sheep?
March 16, 2003: Washington Post • It didn't help that as the World Trade Center burned on Sept. 11, 2001, the news interrupted a Carlyle business conference at the Ritz-Carlton Hotel here attended by a brother of Osama bin Laden. Former president Bush, a fellow investor, had been with him at the conference the previous day. Source Here
Need more proof?
September 16, 2015: Carlyle Group • The Carlyle Group and The Chertoff Group Acquire Majority Stake in Coalfire Systems. Founded in 2001 and based in Louisville, Colo., Coalfire is a global cybersecurity and technology services provider specializing in cyber risk advisory, compliance assessments, technical testing and software services for private enterprises and government organizations. With its technical depth and breadth of IT services, Coalfire serves clients in sectors including technology, retail, payments, healthcare, financial services, education, local and state government, and utilities. Michael Chertoff, former U.S. Homeland Security Secretary and the co-founder and executive chairman of The Chertoff Group, said, “Cyber threats are an existential risk to companies and individuals around the globe. We and Carlyle are excited to partner with Coalfire, an innovative technology-enabled services company helping clients to address cyber risks.” Source Here
It's a good thing that Coalfire is on the case, could you imagine how bad the hacks would be otherwise? Have a look. Flatten the Curve. Part 43. [Link Here](]
That's a pretty long trail that I've written. Guess what? The trail goes longer. So long that this will have to be continued in a part 2 later tonight. Until then; Heads Up and Eyes Open.Take Care. Be Safe. Stay Aware and Be Prepared. Talk soon.
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2020.06.29 20:11 biggreekgeek Flatten the Curve #28. COVID-19 around March 2019. Why did the pandemic start now? It's a stealth virus. New 2019 Bio-Warfare exercises. People dying last March. FBI + CDC & WHO all involved in investigation.

Up until now, the date for Covid-19 was established in December 2019. Do you remember the videos of people falling unconscious in China. They were everywhere. People took notice. And for good reason. Most people only fall unconscious after they've had too much to drink.
Yet slowly these videos are being wiped, like they never existed. Have a look on YouTube. Even on Twitter. You can still find some, but a majority of them are dead now. Why? Because they don’t want those videos hanging around, because they lead to too many questions.
Let's look at the symptoms for that mystery of hypoxia being reported without any symptoms.
Changes in mood or personality; the victim may seem confused. Loss of consciousness, including fainting or seizures. Blue or white lips, tongue, or face. Tingling in the extremities. Pupils that don’t respond normally to light. Not breathing, or not expelling air when exhaling. Hyperventilating or gasping for air. Unable to speak; a person who is truly choking may not cough.
Now COVID-19 symptoms. Most common symptoms: fever. dry cough. tiredness. Less common symptoms: aches and pains. sore throat. diarrhoea. conjunctivitis. headache. loss of taste or smell. a rash on skin, or discolouration of fingers or toes. Serious symptoms: difficulty breathing or shortness of breath. chest pain or pressure. loss of speech or movement Eye problems. COVID-19 might cause eye problems such as enlarged, red blood vessels, swollen eyelids, excessive watering and increased discharge. The infection also might cause light sensitivity and irritation. These symptoms are more common in people with severe infections. You could be at risk of COVID-19 if you start to develop blue-coloured lips without any obvious cause, it's been revealed.
Yes they tell you blue lips are a result of having pneumonia with Covid-19. Yes that is possible. No doubt. But there's still one aspect of the illness that doesn't make sense, does it. A lack of smell.
What else could cause a lack of smell and the other symptoms?
Lets look at hydrogen sulfide exposure. Photophobia. Having an extreme case of sensitivity towards light coming from any form of light source; can cause headaches, nausea and other symptoms. Keratoconjunctivitis. Inflammation of the cornea and conjunctiva. Convulsions. Involuntary contractions of the muscles; shaking uncontrollably. Lethargy. extreme fatigue, feeling sleepy. Insomnia. that ability of having trouble falling asleep or stay asleep in a normal cycle. Olfactory Paralysis. The loss of ability to distinguish between odours and perceive such odours. Victim may be asymptomatic (no physical symptoms are observable without running any medical tests) Observable symptoms may include: headaches, shortness of breath, blurred vision, dizziness, nausea. Lethargy. extreme fatigue, feeling sleepy. Delirium. State of confusion and the inability to function psychologically. Psychosis. It may include auditory or visual hallucinations, disorientation, paranoia, and anxiety. Poor Memory. The inability to encode, retrieve, and recall certain past or recent events. Neurobiological changes. Change in physiological functioning of the brain and can cause structural, behavioural, and personality changes. Insomnia. Ability of having trouble falling asleep or stay asleep in a normal cycle.
Wait a second here, these are looking mighty familiar with symptoms of Hydrogen Sulfide exposure resulting in Hypoxia.
Sleep problems becoming risk factor as pandemic continues.
Will coronavirus cause long-term chronic fatigue in some patients?
Now let's get into some more details.
The patient, a woman, mentioned a strange, uncomfortable tingling, like pins and needles, almost a burning sensation, that shot down one side of her neck, one shoulder, one arm, and one side of her torso. The sensation had come out of the blue after a bout with COVID-19. “She couldn’t quite predict where she was going to be feeling it,” said Serena Spudich, chief of neurological infections and global neurology at Yale University School of Medicine, who first started hearing of the strange symptoms two months ago. Spudich, who has spent most of her career, until now, studying HIV and how it affects the brain, mentioned the strange, patchy neuropathy or nerve damage, on a few webinars attended by doctors across the United States. Neuropathy normally affects the longest nerves first, so the feet and hands. People later emailed Spudich. “Someone said she had experienced exactly this; another said, ‘I have a patient that is experiencing that.’’ Others infected with COVID-19 arrived at the Yale emergency department complaining of confusion or problems concentrating. Their thinking was muddled, their “mental status” out of whack. Some arrived with severe headaches. Colleagues at other hospitals have reported strokes and seizures in the COVID-19 infected. One Detroit hospital reported a case of a 58-year-old airline worker whose CT and MRI scans showed abnormal brain lesions and a damaged thalamus. She couldn’t answer any questions beyond giving her name. There is growing evidence of neurological complications and disease in patients with COVID-19,” Spudich and colleagues wrote in a new paper published online in JAMA Neurology. Still unclear is whether the virus itself is invading the central nervous system and brain, or whether the symptoms are the consequence of inflammation in the brain caused by an immune response run amok. “The bigger concern here is, if there has been some kind of virus entry into the brain, does it have long-lasting effects?” Spudich said. “We just don’t know.” A separate article published in the same journal suggests the virus is, in fact, gaining entry to the brain.
So let's see, when you throw in exposure to Hydrogen Sulfide, suddenly the reported symptoms are making more sense, aren't they? It also provides an explanation as to why the symptoms continue in some long after testing negative, doesn’t it? Neurobiological symptoms? Really? It's starting to be easier to understand why doctors don't know what's going on, isn’t it?
Now before we keep calm and carry on, there are a couple of other oddities that you need to be aware of, and these oddities have been happening for a long time. Since around the year 2000, actually. These oddities involve scientists and researchers involved in HIV and immunology dying under mysterious circumstances. This is far too long a topic to get into today, but go ahead and look it up.
Suzanne Eaton, who went missing more than a week ago after going on a run, died of suffocation, police confirmed to the BBC. They say they are investigating the case as a criminal act. The 59-year-old molecular biologist from the world-renowned Max Planck Institute in Germany had been attending a conference on the island. She was found in a Nazi Bunker. That's almost as strange as all the HIV researchers dying in the Malaysian Airlines crash.
Odd isn't it. It's a good thing the first patients to be cured of HIV still happened in 2015 after all those deaths, isn't it?
Doctor who cured 'Berlin patient' of HIV: 'We knew we were doing something very special'.
Maybe the birdman plauge video knew something we didn't? Nah. A guy was cured of HIV. That can't be right. Bad Birdman for scaring us. Pretty soon HIV will be a distant memory, right?
Second 'cured' HIV patient goes public. Mar. 9, 2020 · The medical intervention that apparently cured both people is not widely applicable at this time, however. Oh. Ok. Moving on. This must be all that fake news we keep getting warned about. Thank God for fact checks.
Before I get this post moving forward again, I do have to bring up the certain fake news about linking HIV to this virus. HIV doctors commenting on it. The Nobel prize winner Montagnier last week told the French CNews channel: "There was manipulation around this virus ... the coronavirus of the bat, someone added sequences, in particular of HIV, the virus of AIDS ... It is not natural. It's the work of professionals, of molecular biologists ... A very meticulous work."
What Montagnier spreads is "fake news" that started in March with a manuscript posted by an Indian team on a website where scientists share ongoing analyses without waiting for expert verification, added Schwartz. "The Indian team ended up withdrawing their manuscript. My personal opinion is that these Indian researchers were in good faith at the outset in their desire to analyze the genome of the virus, and they realized their error later. But Professor Montagnier has taken up a whimsical theory," he said.
Ah, fake news. Perfect. I understand. This Nobel prize winner better get with the program, because a month later he was still sticking to his facts. Let's hope he isn't suffering from COVID-19 delusional conspiracy theory syndrome.
Now let's get back to the news that hasn't been declared fake news yet, at least until the news gets out and we have to be told it's fake.
First coronavirus case found in France in December.
Then in Italy.
Then in Spain in March 2019.
So that timeline is getting pushed back even more. It's starting to look like we can reopen the wet markets and have bat soup again! Thank God. Wuhan is off the hook. All of those Chinese scientists who were sent back home...oh. wait a minute. Suddenly it looks rather suspicious now. Before it made sense to blame China after reading about the deported scientists in Canada and the shut down at Fort Detrick in August. But clearly something is happening. It's like a game of counterespionage being played. It's much easier to lay blame when the evidence is obvious, isn't it? Or maybe the virus was leaked well ahead of time and they just found out? No way to know, so let's move on.
So the virus was found in March 2019, indicating that it was out in the wild doing it's thing, so why weren't we all getting so sick and why did it happen all at once?
Good question. Let's see what else happened at that time?
THE sudden and unexpected deaths of tourists staying at resorts in the Dominican Republic has led to speculation over their mysterious deaths. A total of 16 tourists have died after falling ill on the Caribbean island in just over a year, in a scenario many have questioned as not coincidental.
In 2018 a total of four people died. Three heart attacks and one kidney failure. There was another undetermined death in 2019 January, and then a lot of respiratory failures starting in, March 2019. In fact, around sixteen hundred tourists got sick.
They must have been ordering a ton of Corona to drink, right? Is that why the FBI and the CDC + the WHO started investigating in June?
Alright, I've already stayed that I believe this virus is coupled with the increasing levels of hydrogen sulfide outgassing on our planet, and we now know that the previous pandemic timeline is wrong, so why the Dominican Republic? How did that kick it off?
MIAMI – Slimy, stinky brown seaweed that ruins beachgoers’ vacations from Mexico to Florida may be the new normal unless Brazil halts Amazon deforestation, experts say. The culprit, called sargassum, turns clear-blue seawater a murky brown and smells like rotten eggs when it washes ashore and starts to rot. In the British Virgin Islands, the layer of seaweed is 7 feet (2meters) thick. Punta Cana, a beach in the Dominican Republic that is famous for its clear water, has turned brown. Barbados recently declared a national emergency. Mexico has called in the navy to restore the beauty of tourist hub Cancun. A study published in July by the University of South Florida in the journal Science concluded that the seaweed problem, which started in 2001 and showed peaks in 2015 and 2018, is here to stay. Satellite imagery shows blooms of sargassum form at the mouth of the Amazon. From there it spreads across the Atlantic, from the Caribbean and the Gulf of Mexico to Africa. Scientists named it the Great Atlantic Sargassum Belt (GASB). In 2015 and 2018, it stretched over nearly 5,592 miles. In June of last year, its biomass exceeded 20 million tons.
Oh. Seaweed producing hydrogen sulfide. People getting sick and dying. COVID-19 already in the wild. Whelp, maybe this is why they're so insistent on a second wave?
And do you remember all the vaping deaths? Here's a quick thought, maybe they aren’t getting reported now, cause, you know, COVID-19?
But how would that work, you ask? You can't control a virus. Actually, you can.
Stealth Viruses Stealth viruses are viral infections that enter cells and remain dormant for an extended amount of time until triggered externally to cause disease. In the context of warfare, these viruses could be spread to a large population, and activation could either be delayed or used as a threat for blackmail. Personalized Bioweapons In coming years it may be conceivable to design a pathogen that targets a specific person’s genome. This agent may spread through populations showing minimal or no symptoms, yet it would be fatal to the intended target.
That was posted in March 2013. Do you even seriously for one second think they haven't made any advances?
There is more, but it will have to come up in a later post. Look. This is serious. This is real. Viruses can be triggered by environmental toxins, like industrial pollution or natural hydrogen sulfide emissions. Is this what's happening? Is there a link between COVID-19 and our immune system, and why did it happen suddenly everywhere?
How long has it been around for and what does this mean about the environment if it is triggered by external conditions?
And does a low viral load mean that's it's hiding?
Is this why they are claiming it won't go away? Is this why the vaccine is being pushed so much? Or are we going to see the vaccine become an impossible dream?
I would lay money that Covid-19 is being used to cover up whats happening with the environment, and possibly to make it more lethal.
Oh. One last thing, once again John Hopkins was getting ready.
Last September, the Naval War College in Newport, Rhode Island, ran a two-day wargame called Urban Outbreak 2019, in which 50 experts combatted a notional pandemic.
Something stinks about all this.
Take care. Be safe. Stay aware and be prepared. Talk soon.
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2020.06.06 05:22 X7VU Words/Phrases + Definitions.

1 noun : a person who actively works to end intolerance, educate others, and support social equity for a marginalized group. 2 verb : to actively support or plea in favor of a particular cause, the action of working to end intolerance or educate others.
adj. : a person with no (or very little) connection to the traditional system of gender, no personal alignment with the concepts of either man or woman, and/or someone who sees themselves as existing without gender. Sometimes called gender neutrois, gender neutral, or genderless.
/“al-lie”/ – noun : a (typically straight and/or cisgender) person who supports and respects members of the LGBTQ community. We consider people to be active allies who take action on in support and respect.
/“an-jrah-jun-ee”/ (androgynous) – 1 noun : a gender expression that has elements of both masculinity and femininity; 2 adj. : occasionally used in place of “intersex” to describe a person with both female and male anatomy, generally in the form “androgyne.”
androsexual / androphilic
adj. : being primarily sexually, romantically and/or emotionally attracted to men, males, and/or masculinity.
/”ay-ro-man-tic”/ – adj. : experiencing little or no romantic attraction to others and/or has a lack of interest in romantic relationships/behavior. Aromanticism exists on a continuum from people who experience no romantic attraction or have any desire for romantic activities, to those who experience low levels, or romantic attraction only under specific conditions. Many of these different places on the continuum have their own identity labels (see demiromantic). Sometimes abbreviated to “aro” (pronounced like “arrow”).
adj. : experiencing little or no sexual attraction to others and/or a lack of interest in sexual relationships/behavior. Asexuality exists on a continuum from people who experience no sexual attraction or have any desire for sex, to those who experience low levels, or sexual attraction only under specific conditions. Many of these different places on the continuum have their own identity labels (see demisexual). Sometimes abbreviated to “ace.”
adj. : a curiosity toward experiencing attraction to people of the same gendesex (similar to questioning).
adj. : a person who fluctuates between traditionally “woman” and “man” gender-based behavior and identities, identifying with two genders (or sometimes identifying with either man or woman, as well as a third, different gender).
binder / binding
noun : an undergarment used to alter or reduce the appearance of one’s breasts (worn similarly to how one wears a sports bra). binding – verb : the (sometimes daily) process of wearing a binder. Binding is often used to change the way other’s read/perceive one’s anatomical sex characteristics, and/or as a form of gender expression.
biological sex
noun : a medical term used to refer to the chromosomal, hormonal and anatomical characteristics that are used to classify an individual as female or male or intersex. Often referred to as simply “sex,” “physical sex,” “anatomical sex,” or specifically as “sex assigned at birth.”
noun : a range of negative attitudes (e.g., fear, anger, intolerance, invisibility, resentment, erasure, or discomfort) that one may have or express toward bisexual individuals. Biphobia can come from and be seen within the LGBTQ community as well as straight society. biphobic – adj. : a word used to describe actions, behaviors, or individuals who demonstrate elements of this range of negative attitudes toward bisexual people.
1 noun & adj. : a person who experiences attraction to some men and women. 2 adj. : a person who experiences attraction to some people of their gender and another gender. Bisexual attraction does not have to be equally split, or indicate a level of interest that is the same across the genders an individual may be attracted to. Often used interchangeably with “pansexual”.
noun & adj. : a person who identifies themselves as masculine, whether it be physically, mentally, or emotionally. ‘Butch’ is sometimes used as a derogatory term for lesbians, but is also be claimed as an affirmative identity label.
/“siss-jendur”/ – adj. : a gender description for when someone’s sex assigned at birth and gender identity correspond in the expected way (e.g., someone who was assigned male at birth, and identifies as a man). A simple way to think about it is if a person is not transgender, they are cisgender. The word cisgender can also be shortened to “cis.”
noun : the assumption, in individuals and in institutions, that everyone is cisgender, and that cisgender identities are superior to trans* identities and people. Leads to invisibility of non-cisgender identities.
noun : behavior that grants preferential treatment to cisgender people, reinforces the idea that being cisgender is somehow better or more “right” than being transgender, and/or makes other genders invisible.
adj. : an individual who is not open to themselves or others about their (queer) sexuality or gender identity. This may be by choice and/or for other reasons such as fear for one’s safety, peer or family rejection, or disapproval and/or loss of housing, job, etc. Also known as being “in the closet.” When someone chooses to break this silence they “come out” of the closet. (see coming out)
coming out
1 noun : the process by which one accepts and/or comes to identify one’s own sexuality or gender identity (to “come out” to oneself). 2 verb : the process by which one shares one’s sexuality or gender identity with others.
noun : a way to describe the arrangement or structure of a polyamorous relationship.
noun : someone who wears clothes of another gendesex.
adj. : little or no capacity to experience romantic attraction until a strong sexual connection is formed with someone, often within a sexual relationship.
adj. : little or no capacity to experience sexual attraction until a strong romantic connection is formed with someone, often within a romantic relationship.
down low
adj. : typically referring to men who identify as straight but who secretly have sex with men. Down low (or DL) originated in, and is most commonly used by, communities of color.
drag king
noun : someone who performs (hyper-) masculinity theatrically.
drag queen
noun : someone who performs (hyper-) femininity theatrically.
noun : referring to a masculine presenting lesbian. While often used derogatorily, it is also reclaimed affirmatively by some lesbians and gay women as a positive self identity term.
emotional attraction
noun : a capacity that evokes the want to engage in emotionally intimate behavior (e.g., sharing, confiding, trusting, inter-depending), experienced in varying degrees (from little-to-none to intense). Often conflated with sexual attraction, romantic attraction, and/or spiritual attraction.
noun : derogatory term referring to a gay person, or someone perceived as queer. While often used derogatorily, it is also used reclaimed by some gay people (often gay men) as a positive in-group term.
feminine-of-center; masculine-of-center
adj. : a phrase that indicates a range in terms of gender identity and expression for people who present, understand themselves, and/or relate to others in a generally more feminine/masculine way, but don’t necessarily identify as women or men. Feminine-of-center individuals may also identify as “femme,” “submissive,” “transfeminine,” etc.; masculine-of-center individuals may also often identify as “butch,” “stud,” “aggressive,” “boi,” “transmasculine,” etc.
feminine-presenting; masculine-presenting
adj. : a way to describe someone who expresses gender in a more feminine/masculine way. Often confused with feminine-of-centemasculine-of-center, which generally include a focus on identity as well as expression.
noun & adj. : someone who identifies themselves as feminine, whether it be physically, mentally or emotionally. Often used to refer to a feminine-presenting queer woman or people.
adj. : generally with another term attached, like "gender fluid" or fluid sexuality, fluid(ity) describes an identity that may change or shift over time between or within the mix of the options available (e.g., man and woman, bi and straight).
FtM / F2M; MtF / M2F
abbr. : female-to-male transgender or transsexual person; male-to-female transgender or transsexual person.
1 adj. : experiencing attraction solely (or primarily) to some members of the same gender. Can be used to refer to men who are attracted to other men and women who are attracted to women. 2 adj. : an umbrella term used to refer to the queer community as a whole, or as an individual identity label for anyone who is not straight (see LGBTQ and queer)
gender binary
noun : the idea that there are only two genders and that every person is one of those two.
gender expression
noun : the external display of one’s gender, through a combination of clothing, grooming, demeanor, social behavior, and other factors, generally made sense of on scales of masculinity and femininity. Also referred to as “gender presentation.”
gender identity
noun : the internal perception of an one’s gender, and how they label themselves, based on how much they align or don’t align with what they understand their options for gender to be. Often conflated with biological sex, or sex assigned at birth.
gender neutrois
adj. : see agender
gender non-conforming
1 adj. : a gender descriptor that indicates a non-traditional gender expression or identity (e.g., "masculine woman"). 2 adj. : a gender identity label that indicates a person who identifies outside of the gender binary. Often abbreviated as “GNC.”
gender normative / gender straight
adj. : someone whose gender presentation, whether by nature or by choice, aligns with society’s gender-based expectations.
genderfluid / gender fluid
1 adj. : a gender identity label often used by people whose sense of self in relation to gender changes from time-to-time. The time frame might be over the course of many months, days, shorter, or longer, but the consistent experience is one of change. 2 adj. : a general descriptor for an individual's or society's ever-changing (i.e., "fluid") embodiment of gender, in the ways it affects us or we express it individually (e.g., someone might express gender fluidly), and/or in how it is socially constructed.
1 adj. : a gender identity label often used by people who do not identify with the binary of man/woman. 2 adj. : an umbrella term for many gender non-conforming or non-binary identities (e.g., agender, bigender, genderfluid).
gender variant
adj. : someone who either by nature or by choice does not conform to gender-based expectations of society (e.g. transgender, transsexual, intersex, genderqueer, cross-dresser, etc). (See gender non-conforming)
gynesexual / gynephilic
/“guy-nuh-seks-shu-uhl”/ – adj. : being primarily sexually, romantically and/or emotionally attracted to woman, females, and/or femininity.
noun : an outdated medical term previously used to refer to someone who was born with some combination of typically-male and typically-female sex characteristics. It’s considered stigmatizing and inaccurate. See intersex.
noun : the assumption, in individuals and/or in institutions, that everyone is heterosexual and that heterosexuality is superior to all other sexualities. Leads to invisibility and stigmatizing of other sexualities: when learning a woman is married, asking her what her husband’s name is. Heteronormativity also leads us to assume that only masculine men and feminine women are straight.
noun : behavior that grants preferential treatment to heterosexual people, reinforces the idea that heterosexuality is somehow better or more “right” than queerness, and/or makes other sexualities invisible.
heterosexual / straight
adj. : experiencing attraction solely (or primarily) to some members of a different gender.
noun : an umbrella term for a range of negative attitudes (e.g., fear, anger, intolerance, resentment, erasure, or discomfort) that one may have toward LGBTQ people. The term can also connote a fear, disgust, or dislike of being perceived as LGBTQ. homophobic – adj. : a word used to describe actions, behaviors, or individuals who demonstrate elements of this range of negative attitudes toward LGBTQ people.
adj. & noun : a person primarily emotionally, physically, and/or sexually attracted to members of the same sex/gender. This [medical] term is considered stigmatizing (particularly as a noun) due to its history as a category of mental illness, and is discouraged for common use (use gay or lesbian instead).
adj. : term for a combination of chromosomes, gonads, hormones, internal sex organs, and genitals that differs from the two expected patterns of male or female. Formerly known as hermaphrodite (or hermaphroditic), but these terms are now outdated and derogatory.
noun & adj. : women who are primarily attracted romantically, erotically, and/or emotionally to other women.
abbr. : shorthand or umbrella terms for all folks who have a non-normative (or queer) gender or sexuality, there are many different initialisms people prefer. LGBTQ is Lesbian Gay Bisexual Transgender and Queer and/or Questioning (sometimes people at a + at the end in an effort to be more inclusive); GSM is Gender and Sexual Minorities; DSG is Diverse Sexualities and Genders; TGNC is Transgender and Gender Non-Conforming (sometimes you’ll see “NB” added for non-binary). Other options include the initialism GLBT or LGBT and the acronym QUILTBAG (Queer [or Questioning] Undecided Intersex Lesbian Trans* Bisexual Asexual [or Allied] and Gay [or Genderqueer]).
lipstick lesbian
noun : Usually refers to a lesbian with a feminine gender expression. Can be used in a positive or a derogatory way. Is sometimes also used to refer to a lesbian who is assumed to be (or passes for) straight.
adj. : a man with a strong aesthetic sense who spends more time, energy, or money on his appearance and grooming than is considered gender normative.
abbr. : men who have sex with men or women who have sex with women, to distinguish sexual behaviors from sexual identities: because a man is straight, it doesn’t mean he’s not having sex with men. Often used in the field of HIV/Aids education, prevention, and treatment.
/ “mix” or “schwa” / – noun : an honorific (e.g. Mr., Ms., Mrs., etc.) that is gender neutral. It is often the option of choice for folks who do not identify within the gender binary: Mx. Smith is a great teacher.
verb : involuntary or unwanted disclosure of another person’s sexual orientation, gender identity, or intersex status.
adj. : a person who experiences sexual, romantic, physical, and/or spiritual attraction for members of all gender identities/expressions. Often shortened to “pan.”
1 adj. & verb : trans* people being accepted as, or able to “pass for,” a member of their self-identified gender identity (regardless of sex assigned at birth) without being identified as trans*. 2 adj. : an LGB/queer individual who is believed to be or perceived as straight.
abbr. : preferred gender pronouns. Often used during introductions, becoming more common as a standard practice. Many suggest removing the “preferred,” because it indicates flexibility and/or the power for the speaker to decide which pronouns to use for someone else.
polyamory / polyamorous
noun : refers to the practice of, desire for, or orientation toward having ethical, honest, and consensual non-monogamous relationships (i.e. relationships that may include multiple partners). Often shortened to “poly.”
1 adj. : an umbrella term to describe individuals who don’t identify as straight and/or cisgender. 2 noun : a slur used to refer to someone who isn’t straight and/or cisgender. Due to its historical use as a derogatory term, and how it is still used as a slur many communities, it is not embraced or used by all LGBTQ people. The term “queer” can often be use interchangeably with LGBTQ (e.g., “queer people” instead of “LGBTQ people”).
verb, adj. : an individual who or time when someone is unsure about or exploring their own sexual orientation or gender identity.
abbr. : initialisms that stand for queer people of color and queer and/or trans people of color.
romantic attraction
noun : a capacity that evokes the want to engage in romantic intimate behavior (e.g., dating, relationships, marriage), experienced in varying degrees (from little-to-none, to intense). Often conflated with sexual attraction, emotional attraction, and/or spiritual attraction.
same gender loving (SGL)
adj. : sometimes used by some members of the African-American or Black community to express an non-straight sexual orientation without relying on terms and symbols of European descent.
sex assigned at birth (SAAB)
abbr. : a phrase used to intentionally recognize a person’s assigned sex (not gender identity). Sometimes called “designated sex at birth” (DSAB) or “sex coercively assigned at birth” (SCAB), or specifically used as “assigned male at birth” (AMAB) or “assigned female at birth” (AFAB): Jenny was assigned male at birth, but identifies as a woman.
sexual attraction
noun : a capacity that evokes the want to engage in physically intimate behavior (e.g., kissing, touching, intercourse), experienced in varying degrees (from little-to-none, to intense). Often conflated with romantic attraction, emotional attraction, and/or spiritual attraction.
sexual orientation
noun : the type of sexual, romantic, emotional/spiritual attraction one has the capacity to feel for some others, generally labeled based on the gender relationship between the person and the people they are attracted to. Often confused with sexual preference.
sexual preference
noun : the types of sexual intercourse, stimulation, and gratification one likes to receive and participate in. Generally when this term is used, it is being mistakenly interchanged with “sexual orientation,” creating an illusion that one has a choice (or “preference”) in who they are attracted to.
sex reassignment surgery (SRS)
noun : used by some medical professionals to refer to a group of surgical options that alter a person’s biological sex. “Gender confirmation surgery” is considered by many to be a more affirming term. In most cases, one or multiple surgeries are required to achieve legal recognition of gender variance. Some refer to different surgical procedures as “top” surgery and “bottom” surgery to discuss what type of surgery they are having without having to be more explicit.
adj. : being primarily sexually, romantically and/or emotionally attracted to some genderqueer, transgender, transsexual, and/or non-binary people.
spiritual attraction
noun : a capacity that evokes the want to engage in intimate behavior based on one’s experience with, interpretation of, or belief in the supernatural (e.g., religious teachings, messages from a deity), experienced in varying degrees (from little-to-none, to intense). Often conflated with sexual attraction, romantic attraction, and/or emotional attraction.
adj. : a trans person who is not “out” as trans, and is perceived/known by others as cisgender.
adj. : a person primarily emotionally, physically, and/or sexually attracted to some people who are not their same sex/gender. A more colloquial term for the word heterosexual.
noun : most commonly used to indicate a Black/African-American and/or Latina, masculine, lesbian/queer woman. Also known as ‘butch’ or ‘aggressive’.
third gender
noun : for a person who does not identify with either man or woman, but identifies with another gender. This gender category is used by societies that recognise three or more genders, both contemporary and historic, and is also a conceptual term meaning different things to different people who use it, as a way to move beyond the gender binary.
top surgery
noun : this term refers to surgery for the construction of a male-type chest or breast augmentation for a female-type chest.
adj. : an umbrella term covering a range of identities that transgress socially-defined gender norms. Trans with an asterisk is often used in written forms (not spoken) to indicate that you are referring to the larger group nature of the term, and specifically including non-binary identities, as well as transgender men (transmen) and transgender women (transwomen).
1 adj. : a gender description for someone who has transitioned (or is transitioning) from living as one gender to another. 2 adj. : an umbrella term for anyone whose sex assigned at birth and gender identity do not correspond in the expected way (e.g., someone who was assigned male at birth, but does not identify as a man).
transition / transitioning
noun, verb : referring to the process of a transgender person changing aspects of themself (e.g., their appearance, name, pronouns, or making physical changes to their body) to be more congruent with the gender they know themself to be (as opposed to the gender they lived as pre-transitioning).
transman; transwoman
noun : a man/woman who was not assigned that gender via sex at birth, and transitioned (socially, medically, and/or legally) from that assignment to their gender identity, signified by the second part of the term (i.e., -man, -woman). Also referred to as men and women (though some/many trans people prefer to keep the prefix “trans-” in their identity label).
noun : the fear of, discrimination against, or hatred of trans* people, the trans* community, or gender ambiguity. Transphobia can be seen within the queer community, as well as in general society. Transphobic – adj. : a word used to describe an individual who harbors some elements of this range of negative attitudes, thoughts, intents, towards trans* people.
noun & adj. a person who identifies psychologically as a gendesex other than the one to which they were assigned at birth. Transsexuals often wish to transform their bodies hormonally and surgically to match their inner sense of gendesex.
noun : a person who dresses as the binary opposite gender expression (“cross-dresses”) for any one of many reasons, including relaxation, fun, and sexual gratification (often called a “cross-dresser,” and should not be confused with transsexual).
noun : is an umbrella term traditionally within Native American communities to recognize individuals who possess qualities or fulfill roles of both feminine and masculine genders.
ze / zir
/ “zee”, “zerr” or “zeer”/ – alternate pronouns that are gender neutral and preferred by some trans* people. They replace “he” and “she” and “his” and “hers” respectively. Alternatively some people who are not comfortable/do not embrace he/she use the plural pronoun “they/their” as a gender neutral singular pronoun.
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2019.11.17 09:15 Mickey-Mousyy Will you date a Straight Man HIV + Undetectable ???

Please give me your honest opinion and what do you think about ? Can I have a sexual Relationship ?
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2019.11.13 01:03 Mickey-Mousyy 51 M4F Will you date a straight HIV + Undetectable man ?

I would like to know how many would date a man like me ?
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2019.07.27 20:23 libracourt 1st pregnancy + misdiagnosed HIV = 2 week nightmare

I’m not sure where I’d put this, so I’ll leave it to you to decide where this should go. Cast Me Bf- boyfriend Ad- angry doc Dd- disease doc Hd- head department doc Mom Sis
Back story
So it was 2 weeks after our 1yr anniversary that my bf and I went to Cuba for his best friend, practically brother’s wedding. We got really drunk night before and the groom was in bad shape wedding day. So he wasn’t drinking that day, but bf and I did. To this day we like to joke and say we consummated the wedding for them because that was the one day we didn’t use protection. One month later I was pretty sure I was pregnant. I went to ad, who at the time, had been my regular doctor for nearly 2yrs and had been pretty cool. He sent me for blood work to confirm I was pregnant, which came back positive. Shortly after this I dealt with really bad bleeding, bed rest, jerk manager, having to leave job because of jerk manager, and my mom. She was very negative about my bf straight out the gate, calling him lazy, fat, loud. We are movie buffs and introverts. I was totally content to stay in and watch a movie, but we also went out on a date or 2, saw friends, etc during his 1 week off of work before he’d be gone for 2 weeks, but to my mom, he was lazy. My bf, because of his body type, he does look fat, but it’s pure muscle, mom didn’t care about that. To her, he looked fat so he was fat, didn’t matter that if you punch his stomach it’s like hitting a brick wall and he could easily lift pipes that most would use a forklift to pick up. As for being loud, he is partially deaf and sometimes has trouble noticing how loud he is being. This is a quick fix by just pointing it out to him, but my mom didn’t care she looked for any excuse to bad mouth him even though he is the best guy I’ve ever dated.
I’d reached the part of pregnancy where every woman has to go for blood and diabetes test. Everything went smoothly and my bf left for work a couple days before I got a call by my doctor’s office to go discuss the results of my test. I figured this was normal and then we’d move on with whatever was next. I get into his office and as I’m sitting in the room ad walks in, sits down at his computer, brings up my file then looks at me serious and I could hear the anger in his voice when he spoke.
Ad: how come you didn’t tell me you were hiv positive?
Me: I’m what?
I was shocked and confused. I’d always been very careful with guys before I met my bf and I knew with my bf’s line of work he was tested regularly for drugs and diseases. So if I had it, where did I get it? That was the only thing going through my head as this doc was basically accusing me of not telling him.
Ad: your test came back positive for hiv, why didn’t you tell me you had it?
Me: because I didn’t know? What do I do now? What does this mean for my baby?
He was quiet for a moment and he typed stuff on his computer, which left me feeling very uncomfortable. I felt like I’d done something wrong even though I knew I hadn’t (blame the hormones) I heard him say that my blood was going for second testing for confirmation and I’d hear from them soon. I left the office and immediately called my bf to let him know so he could inform his work in case he had it. He was also confused and felt horrible he couldn’t be there with me. A few days later I got a call from a general hospital to go in and see them. My mom came with me and the doc came in and started immediately talking about steps I’d need to take while pregnant, all the blood tests I’d have to do, the chances of my baby having hiv and the meds it would need to be on. Wait, so was it confirmed I had it? Apparently my mom was just as confused.
Mom: so she really is positive for hiv?
Dd confused: yes, I thought you had that understanding when you came here. This area of the hospital is the disease clinic, if you are here it means there are no mistakes, you have hiv,
Me: ad said I was hiv positive, but my blood was going for more tests to confirm and I’d hear from them, but I only got a call from you guys.
The dd was horrified that I didn’t know anything as I should have been notified of the confirmation and that I was going to be referred to them instead of coming in blind sided. She couldn’t stop apologizing for sounding tactless when she came in because she thought I was aware of everything. She was really nice and I told her the full story of ad and I could tell she was angry at how it was handled. Blood had to be taken that day, the amount of tubes I had to fill with blood was crazy, at least 20 of different sizes. In the end I only filled 8tubes and got stabbed with a needle in 6 different places because my veins kept collapsing. Plus an extra needle for a flu shot making the total 7. Still my record to this day for needle pokes in one sitting. I also got told they probably would need more blood and would have to give more. Of course hearing that I was hiv positive was ammo for my mom to go off on my bf after we left and met up with my sis.
Mom: I can’t believe my child has hiv, where could bf have gotten it from?
Me: you know he gets tested and has had this job for 2yrs, that’s a year longer then we’ve been dating. I could have given it to him without knowing. We don’t know how long I’ve had it
Sis: what are you going to do if he did give it to you?
Me: I doubt he did (I was very confident my bf was clean and could only think maybe one of my previous guys hadn’t been so honest)
Mom: but if he did and didn’t tell you (she already had it in her head my bf was to blame and wouldn’t listen to anything else)
It should be noted I don’t hide anything from my bf so he knew everything my mom was saying and was not happy. A week later I got a call from the dd saying they needed more blood, but only a couple tubes so they’d have a nurse stop by my home to collect when they could. 2 days later, nurse showed up, took blood and left. After another couple days I was called back to the general hospital and went with my mom and sis this time. Another lady was with the dd and introduced her self as the head of the department.
Hd: I’m sitting in because this is the first time in my 20yr career here that we’ve had someone end up here that isn’t positive for hiv
Me: I’m not?
Dd: 12yrs for me and this is a first. The blood I took the first time came back negative. The blood the nurse took one tube was tested and confirmed negative and the other tube is going to the head of the blood clinic in another province as extra precaution. If you don’t hear from them in a week then all is good. It’s believed there may have been a contamination at the lab, which is why you came out positive.
My mom started crying, my sis was excited and I was sitting there trying to process everything. The hd then asked how everything happened and we told them about ad and how he accused me of not telling him I was hiv when I didn’t even know myself. After we left I called bf and he was relieved that everything was fine. When he got home and we were with my family we talked about the whole thing
Mom: I can’t believe ad was so accusing, what would he have done if you ended up having an abortion because of this. Some women even kill themselves over hearing such news
Bf: Yeah that ad was so accusing without getting all the facts, don’t you just hate when people accuse you of something when your innocent?
It was clear by my Mom’s face she knew exactly what he was saying and she ignored the comment by continuing to rant about ad and mention how nice dd and hd were. She never did apologize for accusing him. Shortly after I had an a appointment with my gynaecologist to be referred to the doc who would deliver my baby and as I was leaving I bumped into ad. It was clear something had been said to him because he was nervous around me and super apologetic about the situation I had been in. It was shortly after that he was no longer there. Don’t really know what happened to him, but I have a strong feeling dd and hd went after him and he no longer has a job.
2yrs later and a month after a trip to a good friend’s wedding we learned we were expecting again. Guess what happened again? While I was seeing the doc who would deliver my 2nd girl, I was told I needed to go for more testing because I came out positive for hiv...again. I was so confused how it could happen twice and I brought up my previous experience and the doc looked at my file and saw I’d read positive before, but it was false. The doc was confident and reassured me that I would most likely read false again, but the test was just to confirm as protocol. When I asked what made her so sure, she let me know that reading a false positive for hiv is common! (So far I’m still the only one I know to go through something like this) Something to do with blood and hormones levels when they mix a pregnant woman can read a false positive for hiv and that this will most likely happen to me every time I get pregnant. My girls are 5 & 2 now. Bf and I got married a month ago, everyone loves to joke about a baby #3 and we’ve assured everyone it’s not happening as we had the wedding in town, stayed sober, and used protection. I refuse to go through an hiv scare again.
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2018.10.03 21:21 redditcylon7 How do you tell someone in a date that you are ok with them being HIV + / Poz?

Hey Bros! So I am going on a date with this guy, who I think is gorgeous and an amazing person. I can't wait for it all to workout and get to love him one day (hopelessly romantic here). I am very interested in him. And I know he is HIV positive (from an old dating profile of him I found, but not where we met). He does not know I know this information. And I am not HIV positive and I am on Prep.
I am perfectly fine with him being HIV positive, and I know this conversation will come up at some point. I am unsure if I should initiate the conversation so that he is not stressing over it. And I am not sure what to say to truly be supportive. I am a healthcare practitioner and I am afraid I am just going to sound like he is one of my patients (it is hard for us doctors to tune this doctor-vernacular out, but I am aware of it and try my best not to do it). I have never been in this situation and would love to hear from HIV positive guys or anyone that dates them on how to best manage this. My goal is for him to feel accepted and supported by me... I don't want to be too casual or too mushy about it ... Not sure what to do.. thanks in advance.
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2017.01.01 15:57 dranedry Whenever a cute guy shows interest in me, he's +

Seriously, this never fails. The guy is always way outta my league, and I almost get suspicious on why he's talking to me. Then he reveals he's HIV+. I knew something had to be up.
I don't care about "undetectable" or how "good" the meds are now. You have HIV, I'm not going anywhere near you. Take your HIV+ gym-rat ass and go find someone else.
Looks like I'm stuck with dating ugly old guys.
Also, I sometimes see really ugly HIV+ guys. I'm like how the fuck did they? Someone actually did him? Lmao.
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2016.12.02 00:05 fack_thas_shait [28F] Meds aren't working at all - if anything they are making it worse. Because it's generic? + Rant and ramble. Help.

So I got this (GHSV2) (self diagnosed but on the clock exact symptoms including a tiny initial outbreak that healed quickly and the fever 1 week later) September last year and the first few months were horrible. I was depressed and messed up, and had constant symptoms. I tried tons of things - Lysine, monolaurin, Stamet's mushroom thing, Olive Leaf extract... Nothing seemed to make a difference. Shooting pain down the back of my thighs and constant tingling in and around my vagina. Apart from swollen labia during my initial outbreak, a zit like sore on my butt during this period is the only really visible stuff I've had.
Then I got the Varivax vaccine (from that French study that's probably somewhat made up) and it really reduced my symptoms for around 6 months (one theory I've read is that it keeps the body busy with fighting off the shingles virus for a while but when that succeeds it goes back to focusing on having herpes). I went from CONSTANT symptoms to about once a month for just a few days here and there which was somewhat liveable. But it snuck back again and started being constant again. I still take lysine and olive leaf, all the vitamins +++
All this time what made me okay was thinking that "worst case scenario... I just need to take Valtrex every day and then I'll have hardly any outbreaks at all" - genuinely I've been pretty chill about this for a long time and I had a chill confidence that the meds would work on me.
I haven't had sex in a year.
I recently met a guy, disclosed, told about the risks of transmission, and how common it is, he read a bit about it and it's no big deal to him. We haven't had sex yet.
So first I went on acyclovir and that did nothing. So on Valacyclovir (generic Valtrex) I went as well. 500mg every 12 hours (also read a study where they took 2 grams morning and 2 grams evening for 1 day to successfully stop an outbreak so I also did that one day).
The meds do NOTHING. NOTHING. I've been on them more than 2 weeks combined. And have tried 8 days of Acyclovir a previous time. If anything they are making it A LOT worse and this reminds me of how it felt my first 4 weeks, including back and thigh pain. I went from feeling just a little something like 3-4 times a day to now 90% of the time having borderline painful tingling and symptoms of mini "outbreaks" (I don't get visible sores - it just burns and then if you look with a magnifying glass you can sometimes but not always see a red dot size of a needle point. That's as big as they have ever gotten) - and it's popped up in new places. I got one on my inner thigh (visible looking extremely closely) and seriously one on my stomach (pain but not visible) and one on my upper arm (pain but not visible) . My vajayjay tingles like crazy inside and on the top part of the labia all the time.
FUCK. There is no way I'm ever having sex with anyone under these conditions. I mean this guy is probably not the love of my life anyway so whatever but if this persists I'm never having sex with ANY guy ever again. I bet I'm in a super contagious state 100% of the time. I am not willingly going to give this to anyone. I fucking LOVE sex and it's the best thing I know of when I'm with the right guy. I don't want to limit myself to dating within the "herpes community" oh gosh.
I have ONE tiny glimmer of hope and that is that the Valacyclovir I'm taking is generic and doesn't work like the brand version - some people online claim that. Does that seem plausible? (I don't have mine on me - it's "Auro-something" and the pills are dark blue)
I am the healthiest person I know, I don't drink, don't smoke, eat absolutely ridiculously healthy, I haven't been sick in years, I am not immunocompromised (and I defo don't have HIV as that's an STD they test here as a standard). I watch my arginine intake, but that doesn't seem to make any difference at all.
I'm vegetarian and considering eating tons of meat for a week to see if that helps. But I'd love to remain vegetarian, I like being vegetarian.
Help. Fuck. Anyone in the same boat? Anyone been in this boat and got out of it?
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2016.09.25 00:38 LilJay1988 Newly HIV + and looking for encouragement.

Preface - This was an original post to another reddit /gaybros and this is the thread?
The bot deleted my post because I am new? (this is my first post) can someone make sure the intended audience sees it or can one of you feel free to comment?
Original Post...
I want to say thanks self.gaybros Submitted 12 minutes ago by LilJay1988 As a newly hiv infected gay male I have been increasingly worried that no one would ever want to be with me again. All things considered (28, educated, in college to become a social worker, hard worker, have all my own things, sexy, intelligent, funny and have a heart of gold) I see myself as favorable, however with this diagnoses, which was my greatest fear, has now been realised it has tarnished the image I have of myself. I want to say thank you to everyone who has posted honest and genuine comments on this post and to know that I actually think I have a chance to get married and have kids, one of my greatest wishes. I currently live in a very conservative southeastern US state and the bigotry and misinformation of being gay, much less HIV positive nearly weighs me down. I will be moving to a more diverse and friendly city in about 5 years when I finish my masters. I just don't know where to move yet. Oh and if anyone would be kind enough to walk me through reddit (I occasionally read posts , but I'm a brand new user (this is my first post) that would be much appreciated.
EDIT. (09/25/16) While not intending to misinform I am also undetectable which I forgot to disclose in the original post. Seeing the comments about segregating myself from the population, however justified in those fears of those responding, cued me to throw that tidbit out there. I concur with the consensus among hiv educators, professionals, and leading research indicating that those who have reached undetectable are at negligible risk of transmitting the virus. (I'll be happy to source this when I get to a desktop later today)
Telling a new partner would be one of the most difficult thing to do but I would do that before anything physical. Out of respect, I would allow them to walk away from any pursuit of a relationship. I would educate them if they ask and they could take all the time they need. To be frank I could masterbate to achieve an orgasm so I'm interested in a person from the outset (not one to party and fuck my way around town) (to each there own, no judgment, just have to have a connection to have sex)
For how I got the virus, I trusted the person i was in a 7 year monogamous relationship with. We both tested negative twice in the beginning and I tested negative before entering the relationship. Unprotected sex led me here and I have had a total of 5 partners my entire life. Now I clearly understand the weight of my mistakes and I very much paid with my life. I had projected 3 years to live at the time of my diagnoses. Needless to say it felt like my world fell apart. I'm single now (not related to the virus as to why the breakup happen) and I'm in the process of sewing up all my wounds. I'm on a track to become the healthiest version of myself. I'm working to lose weight that I gained from the enormous amount of stress. The breakup. And the diagnoses.
Quesrions? Feel free to comment. To those who posted, thank you and see the above edit.
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2016.06.09 19:22 NeverToppedBefore Going on a date with a HIV + guy

Going on a date next week with a guy who is HIV +. This doesn't bother me since he told me before we have met and understood if I wouldn't want to be involved with him and has said he is taking medication to treat it and it isn't likely he will pass it to me.
I'm just wondering what are the main risks really, if we get that far I'll be the top and will use protection like I always do. But what about other things like kissing and oral? Are they ways that HIV can be passed? I'm honestly not sure.
Would appreciate any advice greatly. :)
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2016.04.26 08:23 schw1fty boyfriend of six months (21m) lied to me about testing + for STD that I had as well, apparently to 'protect my feelings'

I am a female, 21, and he is a male, 21. Dating now for six months, slept together for six months before dating. Someone I slept with previously lied and I contracted chlamydia, and immediately I was tested and treated, and told him and everyone else because it's the right thing to do. Of course I was upset and embarrassed, but he was the first person I told. I was cured after a week and he then told me he was tested for it and it came back negative, so being cured, we began sleeping together again.
Two months later, I test positive again for it and am very confused, but tell him and he says he's tested negative for it again. Over the past few months, I have developed extreme health anxiety that obstructs my life because I am afraid that I will test positive when I go to the doctor again, and maybe for even something as terrible as HIV, even though that's pretty impossible. My anxiety has hurt my grades and my life, and he tries to help but he would get very upset with me about it.
FAST FORWARD TO NOW and we have an argument in which he says that "he's had to put up with a lot of shit since dating me, like the std fiasco". I ask him why he brought that up since I never gave it to him, I took every step necessary to treat it and protect him, and I only got it because someone lied to me. So I ask him AGAIN, "I did not give it to you. Right?" And he tells me that actually, he's lied this entire time. He said he tested positive for it and got treatment the first time, and lied to protect my feelings. But in doing so, that means that he lied while still being contagious, and gave it to me after I treated myself. That also means that he infected me again for months, and he even acted upset when he found I had it again! I also asked him about his treatment, and he was very sketchy about it and beat around the bush, not knowing how many days of pills he took, saying he didn't get a shot when I and others had to for chlamydia. Basically, lied to me and reinfected me over and over again, which has led to my terrible hypochondriasis. He says he lied because "I was very upset about having it, and he wanted to protect my feelings."
This has been over six months now, so this means I could have had it for a while now. Why lie about this? And if he's sketchy about treatment, is he lying and he never got tested in the first place? I never found out who gave it to me in the first place, so maybe he gave it to me and allowed me to feel guilty when I tested positive. Having chlamydia for an extended period can render me infertile and can cause me to have Inflammatory Pelvic Disease, which is awfully painful. He said he's sorry, but he also got upset and brushed it off, and said I was the first one to have it in the first place.... so now I am just very confused and upset. Why would a guy lie about this and put my health, mental health, and fertility at risk? Maybe he just didn't understand the consequences that could come from this, but it's a big red flag for me.
tl;dr: Has anyone else faced something like this? What is your advice? He says he lied for good reasons, but I don't see it that way, I can't trust him. Am I overreacting?
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2016.03.09 21:00 orton23 Would you date a + guy if you're - ?

We live in a world where information is just a few clicks away (providing you make sure it's the correct information before you swallow it) and yet it surprises me to see that so many gay people don't know much about HIV.
Now, whilst I'd never say "Oh you're horrible because you won't date a + person," I would tell people to look up terms such as "undetectable" and educate themselves before writing off a category of people. (I think it's pretty obvious how I feel about this.) But, I do understand that even the smallest of risks can frighten people...
However, my question to you all is would you date a HIV positive male who was on medication and undetectable?
If not, how much do you actually know about HIV?
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2013.06.16 21:41 FTaCtSony Legal System + Divorce = Biased and Sexist

Majority of my good friends both that I have made over the years from 13 years of Starcraft and both through work/college/school/etc... are aware that I have been going through a grueling divorce and custody battle for the past year.
I always heard horror stories about how "the legal system always favor the woman" throughout a divorce. And now I can see just that it is very true. I'm not a stupid individual, far from it. I spent 2 years doing law school and I have 2 degrees outside that. I'm not a terrible father, if anything I would say I'm a great father to my daughter. But one thing remains, and that is how biased, sexist and pathetic the legal system truly is.
To begin, my daughter was born in November 2008, throughout the pregnancy (if anyone has kids will be aware of this), my ex-wife was blood tested for numerous issues such as diabetes, stds and the like. Everything came back fine and normal. Ok cool story right? Remember this paragraph because it will come into play later.
I go back to United States Air-Force because I wanted to provide a life for my daughter that she deserves. No worries about a paycheck, no worries about having a house, no worries about growing up and being protected and safe. I did just that. While I was gone for the military in July 2009 until November 2009, my ex-wife at the time was pregnant yet again. Trust me Ive added up the times and they don't make sense to me nor do they make sense to family/friends as well. Throughout these months I received numerous letters/calls stating that she was in control, and she was gonna be doing this and doing that. Cool story bro? Remember this paragraph as well, it does come into play later.
So I come back, move down to Florida for my next base. During this time, I was there for 2.5 years. Sure who can complain right? It's Florida. Sunny weather, sandy beaches, babes in bikinis, fantastic location right? Not for me. My ex-wife did nothing but start to ruin my military career here. She would not do anything to maintain the house, wouldn't clean, wouldn't pick-up toys or do laundry. I was working 8-12 hours a day both days and nights, and I'd come home and have to be the one who does it. It took me literally 10 minutes max, to put clothes in a washing machine, move clothes to a dryer, pick up toys, vacuum the floor and get dishes in a dishwasher. So why couldn't she? "She didnt have enough time in the day". Cool story.
So while we were stationed in Florida, one evening I got called into work to watch a alert mission that was unannounced. My ex-wife was informed and she was going to watch our daughter for the night. That night, she threw a fit didn't want to go sleep, she was 18 months old, that's what she is gonna do. My ex-wife put a pillow, A PILLOW, over her face to make her stop crying. I never knew about this until I got a phone call from my Squadron Commander stating I was gonna be receiving a knock at my door from CPS and Police. I was furious, upset, frustrated but most of all disappointed. This all occurred because my ex-wife openly admitted this to a mental health physician two days later.
A investigation took place both through civilian and military. This is still relevant today.
Ok speed up the clocks. Now in Washington. My ex-wife followed the same trends, not wanting to do anything, sitting there ignoring everything. Now my shifts were all 12 hours, majority nights. I was still picking up all the slack. Enough was enough. I filed for divorce and moved out, she stayed in base housing. When I did this, my ex got involved in some cult sect or over aggressive form of a church where she threw away all of my daughters clothes and replaced with very long dresses, removed all electronics and toys and so on. Ok cool? I spent over $500 in clothes just to replace them for my daughter so she had stuff to where with me, bought her plenty of toys, a new bed for her to sleep in and even a dog to have.
So time for the fun legal stuff. My ex goes to get a restraining order against me because shes been "Mentally" abused. She gets it granted. I dont get to speak to my daughter from October 2012 until December 2012. I missed her birthday couldn't even say happy birthday to her on the phone without being in contempt and arrested. I get the restraining order reversed after spending $10k on a attorney just to be able to talk to my daughter.
My ex starts getting her friends to write under oath statements against me saying on this specific date at this specific time they saw me beat my daughter and verbally abuse my ex-wife. Three of these statements surfaced. Ok cool. Moving on, she gets her friends to come by my apartment to harass me and try messing with me. It got so bad one night that it actually made the newspaper and a harassment report was filed against them by the police officer who didn't even show up because it was on private property.
Next thing, my ex-wife leaves base housing and caused $1100 in damages to the house that I'm responsible for because "im the military member" however i moved out in August and the court order that was placed dictated she was the primary resident and responsible authority of that residence.
Next thing, my daughter starts coming to me with bruises all over her body, she was informing me of the abusive things her mother and mothers "cult sect" friends were doing to her such as hitting her, cussing at her, grabbing her and so on. It got to the point where my daughter hit herself in her frontal portion of her abdomen (groin) so I took her to the hospital for potential sexual abuse. Child services sends over a case worker, interviews take place, a call is made to CPS. NOTHING HAPPENS. Cps never investigated not once. By state law, CPS is ordered to investigate any form of child abuse whether physical, sexual, verbal or emotional to include neglect. Never happened.
Continuing on, more abuse happens, I find more marks on her, take her back to the hospital, another case worker gets involved, makes another report to CPS, and again, NOTHING HAPPENS. This time, I write a letter to my state rep who gets involved. They file a injunction against CPS , I get a call same day, and they tell me directly on the phone they wont be investigating. Ok that is strike 3. Enjoy a lawsuit for negligence and not abiding by your own dictated state law. That will be a fun battle there. During this time, my daughter whose now 4.5 told me that her mother was putting a pillow over her face yet again. There is no way she remembered that occurrence and this was definitely something new. I made this clear to local police and they dont do anything. Nothing!
So my ex-wife continues to try and do whatever she can. She makes bogus complaints of contempt against me such as "not paying her car insurance". The car she currently has in her possession is under my name only not hers not combined. Only mine. Ok its not gonna be insured because I dont need a second car. You see to do just fine getting around from point a to point b with your friends. So she not only tries to take me to court for that (which a Judge does not find me in contempt), she tries to call the cops on me for removing the license plates. They do nothing. Yay! Finally something good happens right?
The court orders a investigator to conduct interviews and make a professional opinion based on the interviews on who the child should stay with. She interviews my ex first who goes on to tell her I was beating her since 2011 (during the military time) and that I was arrested for shop lifting and banned from Walmart nationwide. Ok really? For one, Im military, if you would have said anything to anyone about any form of abuse, it would have been rectified asap and I would have been watched like a hawk by special investigations. Second, banned from walmart nationwide? Really? Am I going to try and walk into a Walmart and see Mutumbo telling me to my face "No No No"? I don't think so. I informed her of the circumstances, sure I was stopped for allegedly shoplifting, questioned, finger printed to see if I had a record, and go to court. Upon the first appearance, its dropped and nothing more. Go figure. More bullshit lies from my ex.
Remember those two paragraphs? Here is where it comes in. My mother went to a appointment with my ex in 2009 and during that appointment found out that my ex tested positive for HSV2 (Genital Herpes). I was furious. I literally told my mother on the phone "Are you fucking serious?" So I get tested and go figure, I don't have HSV2, HSV1, Chlaymdia, HIV, Hep-A, Hep-B, Syphillis, nothing, absolutely clean. So where the fuck did you get it? I'm not a stupid person, but you were surely messing around with some nasty you know what.
I sent the investigator over 110MB of text message conversations showing how neglectful my ex is. Talking about how my daughter is playing with a bag of trash and glass in it and she cut her hand. Ok why was she playing with it? Talking about how she cant take her to a appointment 10 minutes away but can go to seattle for her other child? Makes no sense? I sent her over 100 pictures of bruises on her body, 3 hospital records, 2 audio recordings of my ex-wife being verbally abusive towards me and my daughter, military regulations to show she supposedly had options if she was being abused, work logs and schedules and records from my mother who supervised my ex for 6 months.
So right now, I'm in a state of limbo waiting for the determination of custody. Do I have any faith that I'm going to get custody? Absolutely no I don't because this system is so biased it's not even funny. No one wants to do anything for anyone other than the woman. As you can see its very far and few between anyone helping my situation because I am the father. I'm supposedly always the abusive one. How many fathers can you name in the past 2-3 years that have made the news for hurting/killing their children? I can only think of one and that was that Texas Judge who beat his daughter on webcam. How many woman can you name? Casey Anthony, the nanny from new york who killed 2 kids, a mother in Florida who killed all 4 kids, a mother in South/North Carolina killed her 2 kids and injured her husband, a mother in Florida who killed her 4 kids, and a mother who killed her 3 kids and posting a scan of her unborn child on facebook before doing it in Suffolk, VA.
What do people not understand? This biased attitude that a man cannot be a single parent and succeed is disgraceful. Women are just as capable if not more capable of killing someone than a man is. This isn't the 50s where Men do everything. Look at it the past few years. More women are committing these types of crimes then ever before. People need to step the fuck up and realize this and literally fight for equal rights as it has happened once before. Men deserve to be treated fairly just as women are, especially with children.
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